May 2013
4 posts
There are no words...
These last few days have been more trying than ever before and it honestly doesn’t even phase me. It’s everything all at once. I am literally in a sinking boat. I’m the orchestra players on the titanic. Just keep playing as if it’s nothing until I’m completely under water.
List of thing.
Today I: Woke up to evil texts Climbed out of bed with a migraine Consumed bad coffee Drank yogurt out of a bottle Ate an entire bag of poppycock Talked to my Great Aunt Skyped with my mother Seconded guessed everything Showered Brushed my teeth Printed out papers Sat on the floor Wasted time
Another one...
Open letter:
It really hurts me that you do not value our friendship enough to respond to me in a timely fashion. I know you’re very much business-minded so you do know how important it is to respond to emails. It’s important. The fact that you do not email me back for weeks shows how important I am to you. I’m not.
You know that the situation at hand is delicate, even if just to me.
That makes...
Well...
I can’t even beging to tell you… Except for I think that’s a beginning.
I woke up this morning knowing the answer. All day today I was dwelling on the answer, but it doesn’t matter because of the truth.
And every time I wish it away and I am settled on it, it comes back. So, it keeps prolonging all of this process. It’s still up in the air again but this time my...
What about today?
Today, I don’t know how to feel. I know how I want to feel, though. I know that I can’t feel it now and I’m not sure I ever will. Not even sure if it’s worth it.
Today, I no longer have words. I know what I want to say. I know that I cannot say it. I know that they wouldn’t even be heard.
It doesn’t even seem like it’s back to the beginning. It...
April 2013
10 posts
WatchPeople and their yelp reviews. I’m angry.
This week.
Has been the weirdest week ever… In 2013. So far. Because.
But worst of all the things… I don’t know if my new skin care products, mother nature, sun burn, wind burn, the fact I went to sleep without washing my face the other night or stress is making my face look like a pizza, but I want it to stop. It better be clear in a week OR ELSE. And also, how dare my face remind me that...
Things I bought today: Cappuccino from Sterling. Cappuccino from Case Study. Nude Skin Care products. Foundation/concealer/blush/brush A new overnight/weekend bag because it’s cute and practical and cool and I am now a frequent traveler and I wanted it.
A few stupid groceries like an apple and grapefruit juice and “ice cream”…
And now I’m going to watch all the tv...
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http://hellogiggles.com/why-i-cant-be-a-hipster →
Basically 100% agreed.
March 2013
17 posts
Maybe this isn't a big deal.
But today I’m wearing a gray and white striped hoodie. So a customer says to me: I have the same exact hoodie at home. Except it zips in the front. Do you want it? Me: Um…
Her: I was going to take it to goodwill but you can have it. I’ll go home and bring it to you.
Me: Ok. Thanks.
Why would I want 2 of the same hoodies? Except it’s different because it zips… I...
Oh my gosh. This weekend.
The other night I went out with some old co-workers… Friends? We went to this bar. Sorta lame. One of the friends brought some random guy with them. She told me to talk to him. I knew she wanted to set us up, but I was 100% uninterested from the beginning.
[[MORE]]
Since I was sitting near the 2 people I did NOT know or care to know, I decided sure. I’ll go over there because my...
If You Are Worried.
If you are worried about all the weight you might lose in time for bikini season because you suddenly have to cut out gluten, grains, and eggs at the beginning of the year, I am here to remind you… Bacon cheese fries, nachos, nachos, nachos. Don’t worry. You’ll still feel and look like the old you by the time the sun is at its best. Heck! You might even gain a few more for the...
The first time I decide to cross the street legally, the person who makes me afraid of crossing the street legally was on the other side of the street at the cross walk… So I turned around and walked back home. But he was slowly behind me. Then I got angry because damn it, I am wearing a short dress and looking so good and I was smiling so maybe I should have let him see me cross the street.
twitter is being a jerkwad.
I have so many less that 140 words to say:
First is racist.
Drinking a cappuccino in a freezing cold cut. Do not like.
So tired. Did not sleep.
These people dick. That’s supposed to be suck but it’s funny…
My diet has gone out the window.
That’s all I know for now.
I’m hungry.
st. Patrick's day...
told the scheduler at work that Monday is the 18 and could he please take in consideration my last name and I’m Irish and yo schedule my accordingly…
He looked at me long and hard and then laughed and said, ” oh yeah! Consider it done.”
Accomplished.
With coffee in hand, I walked to Anthropologie. I live in a cute apartment with hardwood floors, inside a cute city. I walked everywhere. Spent a few hours not even thinking about things that troubled me. I just got lost in the dream that I’ve had for myself since I can remember. I feel accomplished today. I even have pallets. And I bought some books that I can’t wait to read.
ladypennyface said: I think my digestive problems are due to Celiac Disease, but I am ignoring it because all my favorite foods have gluten in them and I think if I gave up gluten I’d be fat. :/
I’m not having the best time and I won’t say all breads make me feel awful, because some of them are fine, I just don’t know what it is hat is triggering things. haven’t been the most consistent, but...
So far today...
So far today I have put on yoga pants ,running shoes, walked to the coffee shop, and then went to Trader Joe’s and bought a bunch of vegetables. Then I came home, sat in my bed, and refreshed the internet. I bet everyone that paid attention to me at the store thought to themselves, “Man, that girl has it all together. She is probably so busy and leads such an important life.” I hope they read...
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Sometimes I think things are funny.
Sometimes, I think saying “I fail” or “I’m such a failure” when I forget stupid things is funny. Like peeling 2 lines on a cucumber at work, or when I throw trash and it misses the can. But someone always has to take me aside and give me a concerned talking to about my self-esteem and how “I know you’re saying it as a joke, but I feel there are elements of...
WatchGluten free, grain free, egg free, banana free. Sad life.
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Fun Fact:
I pride myself on having a LOT of common sense and being very logical. Or obsessive over details… I don’t know. That’s not the point. Maybe it is, but anyway, here’s the story.
When I was younger than I am now (think back to any of the ages before 28), when filling out forms for tests, or important papers, I always thought that M.I. stood for Middle when asking for a name....
Opposite of lazy.
A friend and I are collaborating with a blog. We are both lazy and boring and we want to change that. So we’re challenging each other from across country. We’re trying to get our creative butts in gear instead of just wishing we were using our talents.
What we strive to be… oppositeoflazy.wordpress.com
Surprise ending?
Today was pretty terrible. Not really terrible, but just had bad news all over it. On my break I read a tweet from my once favorite musician, Jason Mraz, that said, “For me, the days that begin bad always seem to conclude with magical evenings.” I told him off in my head that this kind of thing NEVER happens to me and sometimes bad days are just bad days.
While I am still...
February 2013
14 posts
WatchProposition.
Confession.
I have always had this hate for Rachael Ray. I don’t know why. I want to like her so much. I watch her shows but she drives me up a freaking wall. But now I have figured it out.
She never shuts up. She has guests on her talk show and I’m just like STFU. STOP PUTTING WORDS INTO OTHER PEOPLES MOUTHS! I never see an interview where her guests actually say more than 3 consecutive words...
I'm never satisfied with trail mix, but that's...
I think I’ve figured it out. I’m a mind reader… But I don’t quite know it yet or how to use my power. I feel like I’m about to receive a visit from a troll or some type of bird or an orb and they will tell me some nonsense riddle that I have to decode or search “deep within” to gain my ability to read minds that I’ve had since the beginning of time. I think I inherited this “blessing” from my...
On the train yesterday.
While waiting for the max, a guy was giving a silent concert. He was dancing along to the music in his ears. Mouthing the songs, hand motions and whatnot. The entire time I’m telling my roommate that I need to join him. Go behind him and just mock him…
We get on the train and he stands near across from us. Eyes are closed. He’s feeling the music. THEN I recognize a song because...
Diet changes.
Some of you might not know, but for years I’ve had this weird stomach thing. I try and rationalize everything because I don’t want it to be cancer or an allergy to something I don’t want to give up.
[[MORE]]I’ve had many tests done, and blood drawn, ultra sounds, x-rays, blah, blah, blah.
I thought I’d narrowed it down to a few things. Then I decided it got better....
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fuckyeahportland:
http://i.imgur.com/aTzni2O.jpg «this was just posted in r/portland and I thought Portland based tumblrers should know about it! Fuck people.
Things Today.
Good - Making valentine’s at a coffee shop
- Friends
- Picnics
- Sunshine
- Day off
- Good ideas
Annoying - Cheap airfare, but unsure of welcome
- Gluten free when out to brunch
- Greasy potatoes instead of waffles
- Limited budget
- Feeling limited with your passions/creativity
- Unrequited
Haha. →
I just took this quiz. It was pretty awesome. I’m not a quiz person.
I think it’s pretty fitting, though.
You got: Jared Leto
Jordan Catalano isn’t for the weak-of-heart. He’s strange and unknowable and distant, all of which just makes him more desirable. You could and will spend an entire lifetime figuring out the mysteries of your soulmate… and maybe you will.
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My mind...
I had a very haunting dream last night. Actually several that all tied together. Some parts of it are too fucked up to mention on the internet… However, this I can tell you:
I was making myself spaghetti. It was in the microwave. I guess I was heating up leftovers (gag me). I did not put it in a bowl, instead it was just overflowing with spaghetti, even coming out of the microwave. I turned...
They say...
“You get what you give.” That is not true. Which is why there are a lot of bitter people in this world. If it were true, I’d like to think I’d have more of certain things.
I say it’s better to say, “You should live what you give.” Sounded better in my head, I guess.
In all circumstances, if you’re a giver, you should live like you got it back in...
Today was relaxing.
Still managed to be stressed now that I am home, but today was really relaxing. The following calmed me down and gave me peace for the day. It was beautiful.
Stressed.
I don’t know why, particularly, but I am still the same.
This “customer” at work always stares at my ass and my chest. Today it was so obvious and bad. He went to saying a sentence to wandering eyes, to stopping everything and just staring. It really pissed me off.
I’m really angry about something that most people know about but I am withholding informations because I am...
Does anyone agree with me...
That Frank Ocean is the worst. His lyrics don’t make sense, let alone, they don’t even match the style of music. It’s asinine to me and I feel like anyone who can relate to it is invalid as a giver of opinions.
January 2013
13 posts
Anxiety.
If I had to be honest, then I would tell you I know all the reasons why I have not been sleeping. If I had better sense, I would buy an alarm clock and turn off my phone. If I had self control, I could do both sleep and buy an alarm clock without needing to sleep by my phone… But I can’t turn off my mind or my phone and therein lies my problem.
Following my sickness, there has been a...
Smart people...
I told an English teacher friend that I was excited about Groundhog’s day. She said, “Groundhog Day is not plural.” I said, “It’s the Groundhog’s day. It belongs to him. It’s possessive.”
Technically we’re both right, right?
Today: The Suck.
- Migraines - Ear aches - Everything tastes like blood - Bad thoughts - Sad thoughts - Thinking you’re off, realizing you’re not off - Being told something you didn’t need to know - Not being able to afford the things you want
More to follow, I’m sure :/
Another way that I fail...
A cute guy followed me around a VERY fancy and expensive grocery store. You know the kind where the produce is organic, fair trade, local, hormone free, free-range, blah blah blah… Grown by pachouli wearin’ hippies in the parking lot…
Anyway, he eventually meandered over to me and started smelling the same fruits I was smelling… I thought at this point that maybe I was...
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Nobody is that original...
I’ve been thinking for a while that I need to make sweet potato cinnamon rolls. I wanted to make them with a maple cream cheese glaze. Then I decided I’d use muscovado and make it into a caramel sauce. Then I wanted to use condensed milk. Ugh. Too many options. I also wanted to put pine nuts inside… But it kept getting really expensive and I was recently out of work due to that mutated version of...
